Serene's last thoughts
Monday, February 28, 2005
what will i be thinking about if i die tomoro?
maybe the regret of not being able to spend the next month with u all. esp the closer frens i made, u noe who u are. u noe in "a walk to remember", jaime said, her greatest fear is not dying, itz not being able to be with her landen or something like that. it was sweet.
Is it possible to bond within such a short time? maybe---> ttz a safest answer when ur not sure.
so when mr potato asks whether there's opportunity cost, just say maybe. I feel like a fluttering bee. a queen bee who seeks attention from all. going from a flower to another flower. itz a survival trait to live in specific hives. it's realli getting to me. i cant stand it animor. someone please slap me. i struggle with this everyday. wanna be genuine, but laspe into some flow of the real world. not so nice but i'll make it. one day i'll have a beautiful soul. ttz all that matters.
there's sumth i learnt from each one of you. blog abt it sum other time.v special. this experience. praise God. love thirty eight.
-serene
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