alrite
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
this is the day of appealing. tuesday. yesterday,a bobbing sea of anticipating faces in the hall... followed by screams, then a lot of tears.
i was just stoned. got back my results. counted the ones twos and threes. then called mummy, then cheng yao, then mark lam. i saed it was bad,they said it was alrite.
i had this really blank look... but actually i was thinking...
yes! some of my frens r gonna get kicked outta hc! that means space for me!
^^ ( that's an evil smile)
haha. no la. i gaf dem hugs, did a bit o consoling, felt like i was talking to myself. it ain't that bad. 10 is good. any no. qualified for jc is good. :)
anw, my truckload of juniors were outside the hall on standby. in case i cry. dey got chocolates for me. dey luked like some parents outside the ICU. seriously. glum saggy cheeks. dey luked so depressed. so i had to smile and sae im alrite. den i left for white noise w my gal frens, which was total crap. all the white dots zzzzz-ing awae. cheat my money.i guess it was alrite.
then i met my pals at cartel. love dem to bits. just din noe wad to sae when i was there. their faces r like FLAT. sumone used a frying pan to bong dem. xavier's face was almost concaved. vanessa's spirit was up though. harry was ok. walking ard with muikoon. the gal with humugous eyes. there was shannon, lirong and norma. it was cosy, yet painful. i knew we were gonna separate soon.so i had to smile and say it's alrite. the best thing was daryl aint there........ w me.
received thousand of messages and calls. even the aj seniors and frens called. alan. seok. kian. blahs. dey all cared. dey saed 10 was alrite. i started to believe it was. everything's alrite.den chew yan (siew peng's sis) called when i was gg home with shan. she'z a real good fren. guess wad i hurd in the background. siewpeng playing on the piano. graduation. frens forever. ouch. LJB performed already. why was she still practicing the piece? i guess we all know. ouch. cudnt take it. so i had i hang up. i just told chewy tt im outside... n itz noisy.
yesterday. too many emotions for one day. today will be alrite.
alrite. itz a new day again. xavier's gonna go for a date today, no one bothers anyway. itz appealing day. tomorrow we'll be sitting for As which is more impt aniwae, so there. yesterday's Os dont matter. my fren saed follow your heart. i wud if i had one. today is appealing day. should i stay or go? yes no maybe i dunno...but im sure today's gonna be alrite. ALRITE .all right.
-serene
Tyrants In Distress;
7:29 AM
