didnt realise.
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
today was good. heh. i reached home at 10pm after bballing ard downstairs with zhiyan.he thinks our class rocks. even kwan chuan and amos thinks our class is a
decent class. ^^
i didnt quite realise it is the last day of school, until now. it felt like we r gonna meet again tomoro, and evrione is just messed up today with appealings and trying to escape from school.
i didnt say bye to my best fren. thank god for the lift to RJ. it was crazy man. walking up and down the long and winding road. was bored tagging with kwan and zhi behind gary and dar and mos. dey were just too into the appeals, dey chose to ignore us. so fine. i noe he's feeling down. dun realli noe wad to sae... cos he'll prolly go, " ur not in my situation, u wudnt noe how it feels. so just shut up and stop trying to make me feel better!" or something along those lines.i shall not risk it. he is black belter and i wanna continue playing bball, so,we went for lunch and joined the class later.
siewpeng went to nj and some pple followed. i nv noticed. so dey went off, i didnt say goodbye. aiyah. we all live so close. me, shann, daphne yeo and siew. dey noe i care. yup. i think dey noe.
and when we parted ways at somerset mrt, it wasnt the usual bye. it was an unsure " eh! u want to go cine with us not? come la!" replied by a " er...dunno. nvm dun want la. i tired...". and the door slid shut. cud hear muffled laughter by van. that was goodbye. it didnt really strike me that it wud be quite some time before i'll see her again.im sure she'll be the best capt and best OGF. she noes i love her. esp how we talked in the cab tt day.
den cheng yao decided to get off at bishan for a haircut. it was rather abrupt. he disappeared into the crowd and yah, cud see the hunched figure waving as the train door shut
again.i forgot to tell him that his crappy jokes were my favourite. but he noes la. cheng yao slaps his fishes btw.
mark lam overslept and missed his stop. den we parted ways at khatib. he was being anti as usual with his minidiscman. stoned and sleepy eyed. wanna tell him thanks for evrith. but i thot we were meeting in sch again tmr... den just heck.now i realise it isnt gonna happen. anw, i think he noes la.
and the last person i saw from 3805 was act seh. my dear suanner cum bball fren, XA.it was getting late. he got his cheap thrill from trashing me, kwan, and zhiyan. itz 3 vs 1. man. we lost. den cos i was busy laying my ups, i din realli bye to him...and din wished him all the bestest best for his stAJeworks and council future. but i think he noes also la.
somehow i just think evrione wud noe. when are we meeting each other again? seems like tomoro. but i realised it isnt tomoro. oh well. me and my blur head. asking stupid questions all the time and i haf childish ideas abt life. and im narrow-minded, so there. just a pity we haf to part. but itz inevitable. evrione shud be happy. i'll be back to visit soon. love u all.
-serene
Tyrants In Distress;
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